It's been a year since my personal Hell
Written 9/18/2024.
I didn’t even realize this was the day that my then girlfriend dumped me via text. The second day of shit. Yesterday was the one-year anniversary of my friend’s passing. Tomorrow will be my daughter’s health event.
The good news is that I’ve had a good day. Life is good.
To compare myself from one year ago to today would be like comparing two different people. I am so different and much happier in my life.
Is there still crap and stress?
Yup.
Am I managing it better?
Yup.
Do I know who I am?
Yes.
Do I know my why?
Yup.
Am I actively doing things I love?
Yes.
Do I have a love life?
Only with myself.
Have I met some really cool people along the way?
Yes.
Have I left people and situations behind that didn’t serve me?
Yes.
Is it lonely sometimes?
Yes.
Am I okay with being uncomfortable pursuing my purpose and passion?
Yes.
Do I move through fear much more easily?
Yes.
Do I have more compassion for others going through what I went through?
Yes.
Is life perfect?
Life is always perfect, even if I don’t like it. That said, I’m okay where I am and where I’m heading.
I try to appreciate the little things more.
Life is good.
God bless all of you who have come along on this journey.